From Incarceration to Advocacy: An Autoethnographic Study on PTSD, Grief, and Mental Health Recovery in Australia

Written By Kalpi Prasad

1. Introduction The intersection of incarceration and mental health presents complex psychological, social, and systemic challenges. This paper draws upon a personal narrative to explore how trauma, grief, and depression manifest and transform over time, particularly in an Australian context. Using the method of autoethnography, the aim is to provide insight into individual suffering, while also contributing to scholarly and clinical understandings of healing, recovery, and advocacy.

2. Methodology This study employs autoethnography, a qualitative research method combining personal reflection with cultural, political, and social interpretation (Ellis, Adams & Bochner, 2011). Through structured personal storytelling, this method offers a rich exploration of the internal experience and lived realities of PTSD, depression, and grief following incarceration and bereavement.

3. Lived Experience and Psychological Impact of Incarceration Imprisonment initiated a radical transformation of identity. Beyond the physical limitations of incarceration, psychological trauma became a pervasive feature. PTSD—characterised by flashbacks, hypervigilance, sleep disturbances, and emotional dysregulation—emerged following release, echoing national data that identifies PTSD as affecting 12% of Australians (Beyond Blue).

4. Compounded Grief: The Death of My Father and Sister Following release, personal loss intensified psychological strain. The death of my father—mentor and emotional anchor—was followed by the sudden loss of my sister. Grief transitioned into clinical depression, a common trajectory as noted by the Black Dog Institute. These deaths complicated my mental health landscape, limiting my ability to engage with work, relationships, or daily function.

5. Depression and Social Withdrawal Depression extended beyond sadness. Symptoms included prolonged apathy, social withdrawal, lack of motivation, and suicidal ideation. These experiences mirrored broader national statistics, which report that over 3 million Australians are affected by depression or anxiety (Beyond Blue). Access to psychological counselling, pharmacotherapy, and mindfulness-based interventions played a crucial role in gradual recovery.

6. Acceptance as a Therapeutic Milestone Cognitive reframing of my past—from shame to acceptance—was vital. Acceptance did not mean approval of prior actions or circumstances, but rather integration of those realities into a new self-narrative. This process is aligned with Acceptance and Commitment Therapy (ACT), a psychological model which has gained significant traction in Australia for trauma recovery.

7. The Emergence of Advocacy and Peer Support Transformation occurred not just through healing but through helping others. I began mentoring former inmates and advocating for mental health resources. Peer support and shared lived experience offered mutual validation. Support organisations such as Lifeline Australia, Head to Health, and SANE Australia have played significant roles in community re-engagement and support.

8. Recovery Modalities and Intervention Tools Key strategies that contributed to my healing include:

  • Trauma-informed therapy (including TF-CBT and ACT)

  • Journaling and expressive writing

  • Structured physical activity

  • Peer-led support groups

  • Medication

  • Digital mental health platforms such as ReachOut

These tools reflect evidence-based approaches endorsed by Australian mental health organisations.

9. Implications for Policy and Practice This study underscores the need for trauma-informed care within and beyond correctional facilities. Policymakers must prioritise post-release mental health continuity and integrate peer-led recovery programs. Additionally, early grief intervention could mitigate the onset of complex depressive disorders among the formerly incarcerated.

10. Conclusion This autoethnographic account provides a narrative of trauma, recovery, and advocacy. While deeply personal, it reflects broader systemic issues and offers insight into pathways of transformation. As Australia’s mental health system evolves, embedding lived experience into practice will be critical for improving outcomes among vulnerable populations.

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